Love is an attitude, love is a prayer,
For a soul in sorrow, a heart in despair;
Love is good will for the gain of another,
Love suffers long with the fault of a brother
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
As I down a bar of chocolate...I write these words
Well, no kidding man..I'm 'happily' munching on a choco bar right now, Hershey's dark chocolate to be exact. Weird for me to say this but I can't help it, I'm out of ideas for titles.
BMT's coming to a close, with exactly 6 nights left on that island. Seems quite fast as you think back on the days but feels like hours when you're going through the pain.
Man what a life...
With only the longest route march ever and graduation left, life there has toned down quite a bit, with a little more admin time than usual though the big guys there are fond of wasteing those precious minutes. Probably it's because I settle my stuff slowly..drats..bad habit can't get dumped easily. Oh well...
Sigh...for some reason I always feel depressed. People say I think too much, but if I don't think about anything my brains will degenerate. Ok sorry bad joke.
Maybe I haven't trusted the Lord enough.
Currently that particular thing bothering/troubling me the most is whether I as the first son could follow the footsteps of my dad and to be made an officer; a respectable and capable leader. The other thing is whether I could survive the tough training.
If only I could just have faith the size of a mustard seed or even smaller.
If only I could trust my future into His hands
If only I could believe that He has a plan for me, plan to prosper and not to harm.
If only I could accept that I must die to myself and live according to His will.
Sometimes we want something so much we forgot to see the big picture He has install for us.
Pray for me brothers and sisters,
Goodnight
reflected by Juls @ 10:06 pm
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A Jack of all trades but a master of none. A man of secrets and Mystery. One can never decipher the very thought in the complex mind of his.
Loves
Chocolate
Photography
Greeb Pastures
Fellowshipping with friends
Hates
being ignored
Big bad wolf
Cows...they steal my grass