Love is an attitude, love is a prayer,
For a soul in sorrow, a heart in despair;
Love is good will for the gain of another,
Love suffers long with the fault of a brother
Monday, March 26, 2007
My last 19 days
Woah, haven't been in here for a long time. Guess I owe everyone an apology for being stangnant for quite a long time.
"Désolé ! J'ai été un mauvais garçon et ne répéterai pas mes erreurs encore!" (French with bad grammar)
Well for now you can be kept occupied during the weekend trying to figure what I, Julian el magnífico, had just said. Pardon me if my English grammar prove a little shakey or absurd because in fact I haven't been writing much lately. May have even forgotten my name.
"Was it J to the U or J-L, or maybe P..no no no...ermm...wait balek balek"
On the note of languages, I really kinda like spanish. No not spanish fly you nincompoop but the spanish language itself. Though it lacks the gentleness and fluidity of the French language it's beauty is derived from the way the language portrays a warm and communal feeling. The French language is usually associated with gentleness, femmine, romance, kissing (hmmm..) whereas Spanish is a little more masculine, community, friendship and fellowship. Some says it's the language to praise God.
Well I don't know..maybe too much opera. Or probably down with love.
I have finally reached the stage where all guys my peers will just sit down and let the reality of you-are-about-to-enter-armee-very-soon dawn upon them. Good thing or a bad thing I don't know, I have less then 19 days to figure that out.
"Am I prepared?" some may ask me. Well honestly I'm mentally ready and prepared to go in, have been waiting for it since the 1st intake went in, but reality has it that I'm not physically prepared (about 6 months of pure unhealthy living with kosong exercise and eat-sleep-poop routine) and in turn I am mentally unprepared. I don't know, weird cycles start with me.
Number of pull ups I can do...4. Great dip since the last IPPT test. Ooops, did I just used an armee slang? I guess I did...yay I'm ready. ("=.=)
So now for the million dollar question: What am I to do during this last 19 days as a free man..wait i mean..civilian? Well there's a million options: meet up with friends, go on a vacation, cycle by the beach, scuba diving, wakeboarding, shop till I drop like..literally, finally complete my uni application (wait a minute, this is in my list of 'must dos') or finally come clean with Ms A.Tan and tell her I like her and hope you don't mind and wish her happiness etc etc. the list goes on.
But I guess the most important thing right now is to really get right with God, upright and personal. It's been too long that I've been straying away from Him, too long has my hunger for his words been absent. It's been said absence makes the heart fonder, but on the other hand absence of hardship and trials makes a heart less reliant or dependant on God. It feels as if self is trying to push God off the throne of my life and become the ruler of my life, which is not supose to be the case of a God fearing christian. It's as if we're degenerating back into mere infants.
So my resolution.....get right with God asap
Goodnight
reflected by Juls @ 1:07 am
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A Jack of all trades but a master of none. A man of secrets and Mystery. One can never decipher the very thought in the complex mind of his.
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Chocolate
Photography
Greeb Pastures
Fellowshipping with friends
Hates
being ignored
Big bad wolf
Cows...they steal my grass